Thursday, May 28, 2009

You're doing WHAT?!?!


As a teen, I danced. I danced for the Movement Center, and was on my high school Drill Team, where I was the proud recipient of First Officer and multiple Spirit awards. After high school, regretfully, I never continued to dance.


In a continuing effort (and sometimes very relaxed effort) to stay in shape, remain healthy, lose weight - I have decided to start dancing again. I have enrolled at Columbus DanceArts Acadamy in Adult courses in Ballet, Jazz, and Hip-Hop... classes start July 13. With that being said, I need to do some work to get back into shape.


Last year I beat my own personal odds and lost 32Lbs. I really could not have felt better or happier than I did last year around March. I was the thinnest I've been since college, and I felt unbelievably fantastic. Over the past year, I've ballooned up 15Lbs and quite frankly, I'm miserable and really unhappy. My energy level has dropped significantly.


Yesterday I decided that this was it... after registering for CDA, I knew that I would need to be in decent shape before dance academy... and I need to remain in shape b/c I really really want to continue dancing and performing. Plus, have you seen the bodies of dancers?!?!?! So, I grabbed the dog, and went to Glacier Ridge park for a run.


About .80 miles into my run, I see another runner about 100 yards away, pushing a stroller. I get closer and it's Cloud. Wow! What a coincidence. We finished the run together, sweating, and laughing at CC... she's so funny. I will never take my dog again, though. I've picked 10 ticks off of her and I am just not dealing with that anymore. We finished our run (with periods of walking) and totaled 2.55 miles.


I feel GREAT, can't wait to do it again; and I can't wait for DANCE!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

The Same


Lately I’ve felt incredibly confined, sheltered, bored, and quite frankly… really tired. With the every day routine growing quite mundane in my eyes, I find myself daydreaming and considering something new. I have not built a life for myself, I have built a routine. Sunday through Saturday I find myself walking the same path, saying the same things, doing the same chores, singing the same song.

With my recent trip to Florida, although it was for my grandfather’s funeral, I really got a lot from it. I realized, after chatting with my cousins, that I am missing out on so much. Living in Ohio for the majority of my life, minus a couple of years in Kentucky as a child, I’ve really become to love Columbus, but I’ve also become very bored. I’m also trapped in a life I’ve created for myself, and an unfulfillable love that I can not escape.

My thoughts have been filled with the fantasy of a new land, a new site, a new chore, a new path, and a new song. I really feel, that within two years I can be there… now, where is “there”?

Portland OR
Seatlle WA
Washington DC
Virginia Beach VA
Raleigh NC
Savannah GA
Chicago IL
St Louis MO


How can I get there? What will I do when I –AM- there? I don’t know, but I do know one thing, I’m ready.